Let’s get it done

I'm raising money for a cause close to my heart as I personally have been through the dark emotional trauma of mental health, depression, anxiety, and thinking that suicide was the only way, in 2020 on April 27th i had decided that I was done with my pain, suffering from extreme fatigue from depression i wrote a letter with what little was left in me.

As I disappeared from society in my Ute planing to make this my final drive the sun had fell behind the horizon the moon was rising and began to light up the night sky i planted my foot turned up the radio and closed my eyes to lay to rest I begun to feel my pain ease as I left the road and hit the dirt, this was it, the pain was going to be no more so I opened my eyes to see nothing around me other then flat dirt paddocks. It was at that point I knew that if I could just find myself a small support group I might be able to hold on and give life the best shot. I reached out to a few different organisations that were available within my area. The first week of may was my hardest week of my life, trying to talk with people about the things that most people can felt impossible for me, slowly week by week i was able to begin to feel comfortable enough to talk with not just the professional but my mates and family. Within 10 weeks I was back working, I felt like I had a reason to fight, 3 years later and I had slipped back into depression wrecking everything I was working so hard for I was ready again to give up then my phone rang, it was James someone who I had only just met due to working, and I decided to answer within seconds he had asked me if I was alright at that point I cried man to man and just let it all out, he seriously did save my life that night not judging not saying anything just listening at this point I didn’t realise that he was on his way to pick me up, due to the support that I received from my support teams it gave me the ability to speak!!